my first loveing you

When i saw you at the first time ,i fell into the loving river.then i had thought i must try my best to love you until i disappear the world.
When i wrote the first letter to you which told you i love you,i lost my mind.because you are very beautiful and excellence.just i am a poor man and you like a queen.
When we had our the first date,i was so excited to forgot to buy a sheaves of roses to you.
When we were loving ,i tried my best to make you happy .
But i still understand why you can leave off me which one very common reason that i gave you few call.
i don't know ,it was why .when i asked for the real reason ,you always shy away this question.
Maybe i really was wrong ,but i hope you can tell me the truth.
It has passed 3 years.Do you know how i lived in this 3 years? You do not know ,i think you do not want to know.
Maybe u do not know ,u hurt my heart deeply,you should say sorry to me.
If i was wrong ,you can tell me the reason , but you do not!